Juan Ramón Jiménez was so impressed by a particular Puerto Rican quality, the smiles, that the Nobel laureate wrote a book, Isla de la Simpatía*, dedicated to this marvelous and soothing quality.
Puerto Ricans in Puerto Rico smile when greeting you; and they do so whenever they encounter each other, unless they are in some kind of struggle, but otherwise, they smile. Though, most Puerto Ricans in New York have not lost this quality, not all have kept smiling when encountering each other.
When I started to work at the College, there were seven Puerto Ricans working at the School of Education. By the end of the seventies, most of them were either not given tenure, or for obvious reasons others decided to leave.
As opposed to other "Latinos", these faculty members integrated the political situation of these unique colonials with the content, discussions in educational programs. The very progressive school did not seem to be very interested in identifying and hiring members of this ethnic group. It is easier to discuss and study Dewey, Piaget, and inclusion without including and multiculturalism without having to face issues of colonialism in your backyard, linguistic and political oppression.
It is not until the late eighties and nineties, when it was convenient for the School to bring Puerto Ricans into the faculty that my own sense of loneliness and defensiveness began to fade away. Other than two or three colleagues, the rest was simply a bunch of dishonest characters dressed up as progressives; pleasant but “hipócritas a la máxima potencia.”
Thus, when Puerto Ricans were brought to work in a place where my accent and educational ideas were continuously under criticism, it was great once more to be surrounded by people I thought would understand where I was coming from and support me. And to some extent they did, until the Puerto Rican “sonrisa” showed me how naïve I was.
I was so happy to work also with "my own people" (Really?, de nuevo) that when I came across one of the new employees, I gave her a big smile. She looked at me and continued walking as if I did not exist. I shared my bewilderment with another colleague who most probably told the “seriota” (this is the term PRs use to refer to people who do not smile); and suddenly, whenever I went into the office of the “seriota” everyone in the office where the “seriota” worked was smiling at me and sarcastically saying, “Hello, Gerardo”. I went from cultural solidario to a payaso.
It was very naïve on my part to think that simply because someone was a PR I was going to be greeted with courtesy and cultural understanding. Luckily, I had my friends with whom I shared everything that happened at the very progressive school; and after I told them the story, they answered, “¡Por favor. El amor y el interés fueron al campo un día y pudo más el interés que el amor que te tenía.”
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